The way things have been going, I was just going to sit and wait for a game to come to me and not go out of my way to try to find a game.  Well, finally a game came to me.  But I just don’t understand how I can improve on a consistent basis only to have my opponent improve even more.  I would hit a flush when my opponent would hit a fullhouse.  I would hit Aces up and my opponent would hit trips.  I would be ahead, and lose.  I would be behind and improve, but not enough.

I started to let it affect my play.  I was playing scared.  I just kept thinking that my opponent outdrew me once again.  Once that happened I knew it was time to to call it a night.  After talking to another player, it basically confirmed my beliefs in that I might just need to take some time off.  So tonight, no more poker.

Lost $338.50 for the night in 44 minutes after starting off up $200.

Current amount to 60k: $18,496.65